Name:Tyisha Country:United States State:Ohio Metro:Springfield Birthday:1/26/1986 Gender:Female
Interests:Making people happy. Or just making them laugh.....but either way...you'll be happy!!!!!! I like pedro, SpOnGeBoB is the MAN!! Best week ever roxx pretty hard, Pedro RULES, junk food, my friends are pretty boss, Portsmouth isn't my interest but I'll be living there, I like $5 pizza's from Little Ceaser's, Vh1, flip flops, cool shirts, the color blue, FIJI WATER!!!!, Curtis is pretty awesome, INCUBUS RULES, I'm interested in the guitar eventhough I can't play it, JACO!! JACO RULES!, mi familia, music, I wanna learn how to salSA...VAMOS A BAILAR!!, SpAnIsH, Latin people, Taco Bell, oh and I wanna give a shoutout to JESUS. I LOvE YOU MAN!!!! Expertise:SpOnGeBoB!!
Occupation:Student Industry:Other
I lost my father on the 1st. I wish I could write some heartfelt entry using lots of metaphors and colorful words..........but I can't. My heart is broken. I feel like I've always gotten the short end of the stick when it comes to my dad. When my 2 sisters were growing up my father was very involved and like a real father figure. By the time I reached the age to wear makeup and date and all that stuff my dad was getting sick and wasn't really that involved. My oldest sister is married and the middle one is engaged. Both of their husbands got to ask dad for permission.......mine won't. My dad got to see both of them graduate from college......he won't get to see me. I'm so sick of hearing "he's in a better place" or some other cliche thing people say when someone dies. Honestly I just want my daddy back.
oh my gosh!!! time seems to be going so fast while i'm here!! it's session 5 already and THAT'S about to be over. I'm gonna be BRAVE tomorrow night and sing at closing vespers... although i have NO voice. it's ok tho... it's bob marley. So anyway.....I've made more friends than i thought i would. Last week Lauren and I's cabin got the spirit stick... which was well deserved... we tried SOOO hard. And I got to do camp magic. i'm hoping for spirit of camp but we'll see. There are people here who are way more awsome than me. I'm SOOOOOO happy I came out of my shell. It feels good to have people admire you and appreciate the hard work you put in to making children happy. On to the bad news..... I'm not doing LIT this week because of a ruptured cyst on my ovaries. I went to Denver to go to the hospital and apparently my ovaries are "too healthy" I have at least 10 cysts just on my right side. My left side is pretty bad too. So i'm going to have problems with them for the rest of my life... and there's basically nothing I can do to get rid of them. If they get romoved... they'll just keep coming back. SPEAKING OF WHICJ I need to go like right now and make a follow up appointment. I hope all of y'alls summers are going as great as mine! HOLLA!!!!!
Lots of things happen to me while I'm at work. good and bad. there was a little boy who i just feel in love with. He was running around "shooting" all of the bad guys. It's children with that type of imagination that make the thought of having kids not so.......gut wrenching. he was with his Aunt Kendra...and she called him "nephew". i'm taking a regional studies class on India. Our class today was at our teachers house. She's from North India and she and her husband live here. It was the most beautiful house...goodness. She was telling us about how when she and her husband first moved to the US they lived in Buffalo NY. And they had no car. now look at them. i love stories like that. Indian women are so gorgeous. ok... i'm done.
Sometimes when I let my thoughts wander they go back to the bad days. I think I've let that get to me more than I should. I was at work today and for some odd reason I started thinking about back in middle school to this specific day when this girl said something really mean to me. I remember it hurt so much because someone told her i said something about het that I really didn't. Then she embarassed me in front of the whole class. I've let all that negative stuff STILL determine how I think about myself 9 years later. it's frustrating sometimes because i hate being so insecure. A funny thing happened about 2 or 3 weeks ago........ I was over a girl's house and I was walking inside and I heard someone say "Tyisha?!?!" and there was a group of guys standing there...smoking i guess. I recognized the one that called my name from my car. When i walked closer i realized that it was the SAME group of guys that made my school daze a living hell. Then one of them said "I knw I should have hollered at you when I had the chance" When I went back in the house I started thinking. "when he had the chance"? i wonder what that means. When he had the chance because I thought i was so ugly that nobody would ever want anything to do with me?? When he had the chance when he was calling me all sorts of horrible things?? when i was depressed? when he knew i'd say yes b/c i wanted SOOOOO badly to be "popular"? ugh. I loathe who i was back then. I get some satisfaction out of the fact that all the mean boys and girls from back then are either in jail, losers, or parents. so yea. and i'm none of the above. HOLLA!!!!
So yea.... embrace life.....take it as it comes... and just learn to accept the things you can never change ;)
